Had the worst day today.. I feel so bad.

- My first day of year 11, I don’t know how I’m going to last two more years
- A girl in the year level above me committed suicide last night and even though I didn’t know her personally it’s kind of had an effect on me
- I feel really sick
- I cancelled all my plans for my Friday night
- I don’t like my ‘friends’
- I’m just really sad